darkflavor

yesterday, i was with some friends watching football at one of their houses. A simple profile would yield that these people are typical, fun people, outdoor, sports type and are not artists. that is important. because chances are, they have not been exposed to ecentric behavior. so, i was chatting with a girl in her kitchen about chili and the process of making it when i calmly opened a tea bag and poured its contents into my mouth. i then swallowed it with some beer and continued talking about chili. then i noticed a horrified look on her face. the conversation ended.

i have to watch how i act in public. othewise, i will blow my chances of making friends and contacts.

defining sane within the boundaries of conformity/non-conformity is philosophical. unfortunately, sanity is also a medical condition. i have met a few people that are nuts. once, i thought these people were cool, but that picture has been shattered. some of these “cool” people i knew are not sane and cannot function in society and really fucked up my paradigm. this shocking realization i had regarding these people jettisoned the word “sane” out of the ether of philosophy and into the cold world of reality. i once made a grand mistake in befriending crazy people and i will never make that error again.

i dont believe in fate. i believe in cause and effect.

i spent the last four years in near isolation. talking with people that i already know is bringing great joy into my life. Myspace is connecting me friends that I have not spoken with in nearly a decade and I have having a blast with it. If anyone wants to find me on myspace, just look up email [at] darkflavor [dot] com and I will be happy to add you.