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Not only is it time to change up the display, but I had to remove my tag board due to comment spam. Once I get a method of detecting behavior associated with comment bots then I can attempt to block them with my tag board back up.
I feel so lost. I want to be famous so bad. Famous is too generic. I want to be known for something (positive of course). I want to be known as something. Cause right now I am nothing. I am nobody. When I starting thinking about this I become despondent and unfocused… and dreamy I suppose. But right now I am focus – I am writing.
When I ask people what should I do with myself, they say “follow your dreams.”
When I ask myself what are my dreams, I fail to come up with an answer.
“My dream is to be on a permanent vacation.”
Ok.
I know, rather I am confident once I become aware of what I want to become I will be able to market it. If I believe in it I can market it. I just don’t know what to believe in.
I have always wanted to be a poet, but no one reads that stuff anymore. And of course I may not be any good at that form of writing.
Movies, television, popular music, popular periodicals, modeling, and fashion are the mediums that can be presented to a mass market.
I have always wanted to have my own line of hair die and cosmetics. I guess I should stay focused on that.
It’s hard work trying to be somebody.