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I am writing this for the whole world to see because I cannot be ashamed of my stupidity. I must say it to see it so I can squash it. SQUASH STUPIDITY!
I am a loser. I spent all my money. I am a loser. I spent all my money. I am a loser. I spent all my money. I am a loser. I spent all my money.
I have to get over it. I am broke and working at Office Depot with a bunch of losers that are going nowhere. Now, it appears that I am one of them. Today I had to put on an Office Depot shirt after several weeks of wearing my own clothes during shifts. I was forced, againsted my will to wear the employee designated shirt for a photo. Once it was on, the store manager said “you’re one of us now”. I am NOT one of them and I WILL get out.
While at work today I met two customers that are doing what I should be doing. They are self-employed, successful, and most importantly, they are somebodies….and I, dare I say with reluctance, am nothing.
I learn through mistakes. I spent a shitload of cash on garbage when I should of invested and bought assets that would turn my income several times over. Now I know what to do with money after learning the hard way. I just have to get more money…. (disclaimer: I have never gambled in the typical sense nor have I ever stepped into a casino.)